Thursday, September 3, 2009

Day 1 (July 31st) : Newark, NJ - meeting the team

Sorry it has taken me weeks to finally get around to writing about my amazing missions trip to China. It has been a crazy month since being home. I'm on bedrest now due to mouth surgery to get all 4 wisdom teeth out, so I figured what better time than now to catch up?! Alright, here goes!

This was a very long but very exciting day. My flight left at 5AM, so I had to get up quite early. My parents and I stayed in Bismarck with some friends from our church that recently moved there. I was able to fly with one of my leaders, Aimee, because, surprisingly enough, she is from Bismarck! We flew from Bismarck to Minneapolis, then from Minneapolis to Newark.

We arrived at 10:41AM. The nice thing about flying out so early is then you arrive to your destination before the day has barely begun! When we arrived, the only other person from our team there was the main leader Wendy. She works for ShowHope and led the team last year. Aimee was just a normal part of the team last year (such as myself this year) then she applied for this years trip and Wendy asked her to help her lead. We had lunch at our hotel (a very nice Holiday Inn that conveniently had a shuttle to/from the airport) It was nice to get some one on one (or two on one) time with just my leaders. They are very nice and interesting ladies.

Everyone else's flights' trickled in throughout the afternoon and night. I bonded instantly with a few of the girls. We were giggling and laughing like we were old friends in no time! I was so blessed and thankful for that. It is so out of my character to go somewhere on my own, not knowing anyone. I usually am with more outgoing and upfront friends and tend to rely on them to carry conversations and whatnot. Here I had to hold my own, and it was so easy and I loved it! I wasn't some over the top loud mouth, but me and the other girls just jumped into conversations and I felt instantly comfortable.

We had an team orientation supper that night, then were free to do whatever. We each had one roommate with whom we shared a hotel room. Our whole group -minus leaders and a few people whos flights were delayed - gathered in one of the hotel rooms and just hung out. We were laughing so hard at random things. It was a lot of fun! We headed back to our rooms to get some sleep.
No one was very focused on taking pictures on the first day but this is one someone got of Hannah and myself. She is from Washington and possibly the sweetest girls I've ever met! We got along so well and we thought it was pretty cool that our hair was the same color and amount of curliness!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Home (bitter)Sweet Home

I'm back from China! I can't explain how weird it feels to be home. I feel so different and like I'm viewing things through new eyes. I knew this trip would change me, but nothing prepared me for how much. I will start posting day by day my China adventure but for now I'll start off with this video. One of the girls on my team put it together to be featured on the Show Hope blog. It is a collection of pictures a few girls on our team took, put to the song "When Love Takes You In" by Steven Curtis Chapman. I can't watch it now without tearing up. These are the kids we held, we loved on, and had to leave. They are so beautiful to me and even more so to God. My heart is so broken for them...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

CHINA!

in approximately 29 hrs I will be on a China bound plane. That thought seems crazy, amazing, and yes, SCARY. Even though I've known I was going on this trip since March 18th, I don't think it fully sank in. Not sure if it even has yet. Once I step off that plane and am thrust into a mass of chinese people in the airport, then step outside and lay eyes on Beijing (!!!) I suppose then it will sink in.
I've been doing really well with not worrying about things, surprisingly, cause I can usually be quite the queen of worry. This morning, however, I woke up a little paranoid. I'm going to be 8,000 some miles away from everyone and everything I know. If I get homesick, I can't whine about it and come home; I have to suck it up. Emotionally, I'm not sure how I'll handle it. I'm pretty good at holding stuff in, but this trip is going to push that to incredible limits. Seeing orphans in itself would be really sad, but these are not just orphans we are seeing, they are all special needs orphans. They all have something wrong with them in some way. One of the 3 orphanages we are going to is for only blind children. Another orphanage has a whole floor with children in critical and incurable condition. They are sentenced to death and the people are just making them as comfortable as possible until they pass... is that not heartbreaking? These precious children are dealing with so much more than most of us ever have or ever will. I'm praying I will be able to just love on these kids that don't experience love. I pray I'll come away completely changed from seeing children is such a sad state. I pray I won't just shut down or freak out from the overwhelming sadness of it all.
Prayer would be much appreciated, for myself as well as the whole team I'm going with.

Anyways, apart from all that, here is an itinerary of my time in China - in case you're curious :)
July 30th - Drive to Bismarck, stay in hotel (early flight time made this unavoidable)
July 31st - Fly to Newark, NJ at 5AM. Meet up with whole team, have a meeting and dinner, getting to know everyone. We're staying in a hotel near the airport.
August 1st - Fly to Beijing at noon
August 2nd - Get to Beijing, tour and get introduced to Hope Healing Home
August 3rd - Play with kids in the morning, tour The Great Wall of China (!!!) in the afternoon
August 4th - Play with kids in the morning, work on the orphanages grounds in the afternoon
August 5th - Same as the 4th
August 6th - Same as the 4th & 5th, except at night we will take an overnight train to Luoyang
August 7th - Get introduced to Maria's Big House of Hope (MBHOH), play with kids and get settled
August 8th - spend the day at MBHOH
August 9th - sightseeing in Luoyang
August 10th - day spent at MBHOH, evening spent out on the town
August 11th - morning spent at MBHOH, afternoon spent getting ready to leave, then catching the train
August 12th - Spend the day at Bethel, then back to Hope Healing Home
August 13th - spend the morning with children, the afternoon souvenir shopping in Beijing area
August 14th - Sightsee at the Forbidden City and Tiananmen Square. We're also visiting the street food market and shopping at the Silk market
August 15th - morning spent packing and cleaning, fly back to the US at 3:45. We get back at 5:30 on the same day (that is what you get for having a 13 hr time difference!) my flight doesn't leave till the next day so myself and a few other girls have a hotel this night.
August 16th - fly home, get into Bismarck around supper time

And that is it! Quite the schedule, huh? It's nice to known what we're doing and when we're doing it, ahead of time. Here are links to websites for the orphanages. Check them out, they are very interesting. On the Hope Healing Home website, make sure you go to 'tour' and click on 'Yurts' these are what we will be staying in while at this orphanage, are they not so COOL?!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

myself and Eloise!

My macbook makes taking pictures with Eloise very convenient - hands free :) Here are a few shots from yesterday. I love the first one. She turned her face towards me right before the picture snapped. She already knows who momma is and I feel like I have a newborn baby. I went out to eat today with friends and left her with my mom and nieces. I enjoyed myself but I felt so unsettled. I realized it was me missing her. Sounds dorky but it's true. Anyways I think she is now up from her nap so I need to go snuggle with her before I have to leave her again to go to church! :(





Tuesday, June 23, 2009

My PUPPY!

I got my very first puppy yesterday! I've wanted a dog forever and finally the day came. She is a Boston Terrier and was born on April 13 of this year. I love her so much!! Oh, btw, her name is.... Eloise :) Or to be more specific.. Eloise Isabella Madeline Lawrence!